| SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMMER!!!! It's been oh so ah-mazing so far!! Definition of summer = Late Nights Wawa Trips Swim Meets Water Fights Beach Visits Kissing boys Best Friends
What I have learned so far this summer. . . You can't go to Acme without looking beautiful. Parking lots are good places to kiss boys. Trampolines do break when you are on them. . . Green eyeliner is a bad idea. You can't do a flipturn in 2 feet of water. When you don't stand on blocks...they will kill you. Markley got some hot new gaurds. Kissing in the rain is fun but...your mom will notice. My sisters are in fact iNsAnE. When you stick tacks in things, they will pop.
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| If I fricken don't fricken know you...don't fricken comment me or I.M. or do any other pertifile type things. Becasue I will block your dumb ass. Leave me the fuck alone. Jeez. I fricen have friends and am not looking for any new "online" friends. I don't want to talk to you or arrange a meeting of any kind so go the fuck away! |
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| Ok well I'm about to write this extremely long entry about my messed up life in which no one cares but I just need to say it...
I miss swimming like no other. Most people already know this but its killing me. (This may sound sexual but its not trust me) I need to be wet!!!! And not only that I need to be with the other weridos who give up their life to swim. I know I will still see them just not in the same way at all. And I know we can still hang out but we won't be as close as we all were before. And that right there scares the hell out of me.
Moving on to a new area of messed upness. Relationship wise I'm a little on the messed up side. See heres the thing most of you already know who this is all about and if not there is obviously a reason you don't know. So I really like him but I knew I shouldn't get too attached so I was like trying to get over it. But then over the weekend at certain places he did stuff like held my hand and kissed me and gave me hugs and had me lean on him when we watched a scary movie. And then tells me he really likes me, so now we are just waiting to see what happens and it kills me. You know?
Ok, again moving on. Sports. I have no idea what I want to do. So I started track and I'm not gonna lie. It was pointless. We did nothing. The coaches have no clue what they're doing and I don't know if I can go through an entire season dealing with idiots. Then I was going to do crew, because alot of the weirdos from swimming do it, and that would be fun but I doubt I would see them ecspecilay not as much as in swimming. So my other option would be to keep swimming wiht Mr. B. He said I could do this and I do want to but I don't want to give up doing crew or track to keep swimming and then having it end up not working out.
To wrap up the messed upness. I'm depressed. Winter is depressing its snowing now and its still cold and I just want it to be summer when its warm with no school, no homework, no drama and just chill with the people I love more than words can say!!! However its March and its cold and I'm still depressed.
Ok well now that everyone knows about my life I must be going.
Much Love
Shae
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